

i.
i accidentally close doors on people that make my heart move faster than my body. your hands glide too quick for me and i’m trying to make sure i don’t talk too much so excuse me if i
ii.
seem to have a tendency to befriend fear. i say no, because saying yes means i have to fly and
iii.
no, i am not afraid of heights. i am afraid of falling flat again alone. i have felt the thrill of life before. God, i loved so hard yet
iv. somehow feeling alive is harder than it used to be.
v.
but you make me feel alive.
vi.
i guess i just hold onto whatever feels like air because i have tasted depth before and drowned beneath it. all you do is spin around the floor, and gosh, you are a floating space.
vii.
i have never met someone who can be nothing and everything all at once.
ix.
so excuse me if i seem terrified of you, but it is hard to find people these days who are full of life
x.
and i, for one, am terrified of living. show me how it’s done
— prose from “lights in the sky” by makha zia














By using a camera and computer vision software it is possible to make a fish control a robot car over land. By swimming towards an interesting object, the fish can explore the world beyond the limits of his tank. Via Studio diip
Ugh yes. Give him the tools to rule.




Glad to see we still got lots of porn bots, there is still porn on my dash, and now half my followers are pixelated icons even if their blog wasn’t that sexual to begin with. Amazing.
mcdonalds cashier: sorry the flurry machine broke
me: its fine *goes home* *crying* *opens laptop* *opens tumblr* *new text post*
I was sensitive, a baby lamb, pink and tender
and You were harsh, sharp, edges and pain
you were broken and you wanted me to break too
your knife against my pale pink skin, deepen the wound
“its fine”
january 19 2017
how can you even be a woman without going absolutely batshit insane


“It is a chill blue December day; gloomy, icy, transparent. I am still resting. I am resting and resting–and sit about reading and relaxing,”— Sylvia Plath, from a letter to Aurelia Plath written c. December 1960









